"This is the way of an adulterous woman: she eats and wipes her mouth, and says, 'I have done no wickedness.'" Proverbs 30:20

So… I lost my composure a little bit at court the other day, it kind of makes me feel guilty, like I failed a test or something. I didn't yell or curse or have an old-school war machine spaz moment, but still, I guess I should have just kept my mouth shut. This is so hard though. Some of the stuff I really didn't do, and the worst part is that they KNOW it, they literally have ZERO regard for the truth. I want to take a polygraph test. The detective wants me to take a polygraph test. Yeah, it's not admissible in court, but they use them all the time to clear suspects of particular charges. Especially with regard to the attempted murders and burglary, they're intent based crimes, only me and God know my intent. A polygraph is the only way to get a glimpse into my head. Years ago in Cali a detective and DA wanted me to submit to a polygraph, guess what they said when I refused, "why not, what are you hiding?" But, of course, when I want to take one they won't let me! LOL… Wow. Why is it that the authorities only want to know the truth if it's going to benefit their OWN case? The system is so corrupt. What I did was bad enough, it'll send me to prison for long enough, why must they punish me for stuff I didn't do on top of it all, that's "justice"? This is lame, they hardly even have enough evidence (if we're being honest, with some of the charges they don't have enough) to bind me over to face trial on some of these charges, how do they expect to get a conviction where the burden of proof is exponentially greater? Why is it that the detective, a seasoned veteran, looked at the crime scene and interviewed the witnesses and only chose to charge me with six charges, but then the DA goes ahead and adds 28 more!? Is the detective retarded? Or is the DA an overzealous maniac? The state is going to waste all this money, make all this noise, and I'm only going to be found guilty of the stuff that I really did, the stuff that I would confess to and sign a deal for right now. The DA is going to look like an overzealous moron and Christy is going to look like a big, fat, vindictive liar for accusing me of "rape". I was "raping" my porn star girlfriend during our relationship and she never reported it, still wanted to marry me, and only made accusations AFTER I beat her and her lover? If that doesn't have R-E-V-E-N-G-E written all over it then I don't know what does. Juries are that stupid guys. High Desert State Prison, War Machine 1131480


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